Wearing a mask is not a political statement for me. It is life or death.
I have multiple sclerosis (MS), an autoimmune disease that is different in everyone. My body attacks its own central nervous system. The disease-modifying therapy I get every 28 days at the hospital intravenously suppresses my immune system. When I was diagnosed with MS six years ago, I was in the hospital for 2½ months. I had pulmonary edema and multiple pulmonary embolisms, and I could not clear any secretions. My lungs are compromised.
So I have an autoimmune disease, a suppressed immune system and past lung issues. I cannot get the coronavirus.
I do not live in fear of the virus. However, I do listen to science and my doctors. Right now, I’m not comfortable going anywhere, except for doctors’ appointments, which I’ve rescheduled numerous times.
And I wear a mask.
I am fortunate to have a couple of N95 masks that I am guarding with my life. One of my nurses told me through her flimsy mask a true life hack. Put the N95 mask in the dryer to kill germs, so you can use it more than once. Genius, but sad that PPE has to be so guarded.
Using a wheelchair means a lack of independence for me. I relish any independence I have. Before the coronavirus, I used to take paratransit all the time by myself. Now, my husband drives me to my appointments because I don’t want to risk public transportation.
Thank goodness my husband is able to take me. He and my dog are my only companions and probably will be for the foreseeable future. I know everyone has a different battle to fight, and I respect that. You never know what battle someone is fighting.
My risk-reward equation might change as we learn more about this virus. But I can tell you, I will wear a mask in public and continue to limit my social engagements.
I know this article will not change your mind if you’re not going to wear a mask. I do hope, however, that you think of wearing a mask as an act of compassion and not a political statement.
Kristen O’Toole of Ross is a communications consultant.
